A Matter Of Time

It's A Matter Of Time

Personal Experience

Hey,how are you?I hope you are ok.Well.......I don't know how to say it,but you addressed my frankness and asked me to be honest with you,so you must let me get this off my chest.Iam pretty sure of your awareness of how much you are important to me,and that is what made me decide to tell you the truth.******,we aren't destined for each other,time isn't in our side.I mean c'mon for God's sake,what did you think my answer would be??Open your eyes and look around,time isn't the same,we are no more living in the age of Romeo and Julliet,your proplem is that your are a dreamy character.Iam sorry if it can't work out between us,maybe in another world,in a perfect one.And as I said,time is our enemy,and you know that there is nothing we can do about it.Iam happy for having you as a friend,and proud of it.Besides time can make you forget,just live your life and let him finish his job,believe me".........She says with a winning smile.

Time.....it's always about time.Whenever you face a problem,you can lay it on your eternal friend,time.Time makes you love,but it can't unite you with your beloved ones.Time seems to be the only refuge for those who have lost any hope of falling in love again.It's your friend,it's your enemy,it's your doctor,and it's even your shelter when you need a one.But remember,don't ever trust him,for he is always ready to stab you in the back whenever it's possible.Oh God,I remember now how much I wept that day.But now,the new me,wonders what made me shed my tears in such a comic way.No wonder then we can fall,live,triumph and create life out of life.Time is our enemy,but only smart people can make an ally out of him.So be smart enough to live your life to the fullest,learn of your mistakes and never look back.your life is just like a shot bullet,but your capable of controlling it,so don't let it miss the mark.

And remember......it's a matter of time

Taboo

Excerpts From My Imagination's Realm

1

He whoever approach this place shall be Cursed for all eternity .. The elder mentions .. My friends try their best to conceal their sniggers .. The Elder goes on "No One ever had the guts to unleash the darkness inside this place, believe me young men ,My earlier fathers have told me that they had encountered It" .. "Just keep away"....But we had another plan for

spending the night .. How fool we were .. Wish we had reconsidered the Elder's advice


2

This is a haunted place, Do you know what does it mean to be haunted? It the dwelling of demons and ghosts, don't you fear ghosts? .. You should never play around this place .. Mom has always told me this as a child .. But I've always had this infinite desire to unveil such mysterious secrets .. I had the passion to know more .. It never stopped me as a child .. Gaining more than what I ever expected .. Satisfying my curiosity .. So I decided add another page to my diaries by stepping in .. a human chill goes over my spine as the door creaks ...... And I'm In

3

It's all about that Palace .. A deserted Palace.. .. And since I've been brought up injected with this intrinsic fear of that place, It was the last thing I'd ever think to pay a visit .. Few we were..A miniature gang I'd rather to call my companions .. But you know how young boys evaluate someone's bravery.. Oh God damn those young devils .. I was the chosen one.. A handful of rumors go around that place .. Tonight,I'm putting them to the test.....A rope,knif, flash light and few sandwichs what else would I need .. All what I'm asked to prove will be unleashed once I spend a single night .. All alone

4

Actually .. Demons would be the last thing to frighten me .. My imagination seeks much more creative obsessions to shake my world .. I've always dealt with this mysterious world of spirituals as we should never unveil its secrets .. We should never interfere such abnormal activities .. Some doors are meant to be sealed for a good reason .. And I believe there's something much more intricate exceeds our mundane reasoning methods... I say

Well .. you're not trying to say that nothing scares you,huh? .. You gotta be kiddin us" He says .. I stare at nowhere and reconsider my following answer .. "Hmm .. I think I have a Taboo of my own" .. " You might think I'm crazy or something but……" "My reflection .. Sometimes it scares the hell out of me" .." Yeah .. I've always had that unjustified fear of my reflection in mirrors" .. " Sometimes I think how would it react if I turned my back to him" .. "Sometimes I intend to launch a sudden move to make sure my reflection would perform the same move" .. "I used to stand in front of my mirror for several minutes without a single respond of my side" .. "I know it could be all in my mind, but sometimes your mind turns to be your worst enemies" .. "Simply, My Reflection isn't mine" .. "He has a mind of his own" .... He Leaves in anger saying ; "This is bullshit,I just don't believe that" .. I glimpse his reflection in the wall mirror blinking at me .. Ever predictable

As I've mentioned earlier .. These are excerpts of my diaries .. Believe it or not .. But I've been a wild boy ..You can feel free to share us the thing that scares you the most .. anything .. Don't confine yourself

A message to the president

A message to the president

Translation

I do respect you,but it's too much

Master president ,Muhammad Husni Mubarak, the president of the Arab republic of Egypt, the land of the pharos. With my best regards and respect..I'd like to shed the light on few things which maybe you should reconsider.

I'm an ordinary guy,just like so many others who share me the inherited passion of this

country.And since We don't belong to any specific parties nor extremist movements, We believe to have the credibility to judge the current affairs occurring in our land,Egypt with an objective perspective.

We wonder why don't you come down into our simple life to share us our cares and our dream? Why did you toss us in the middle of the free market society with no protection or shield? We go after a Mirage which we realize to be a big lie ..why? We have lost the capability to dream of any thing any more .. our imagination to create have been ruined.

Master president, I'm projecting the light on few things that should be clarified for the good of the Egyptian people .. and I'm sure you're be wise enough to handle them properly

1- the administrative court rejection of 14 investors' application to establish new cement factories which led to the escalation of the cement ton's price from 150 LE to 400 and even exceeding that to 500 LE A ton?

2- The downsizing of cement factories to 14, which resulted in parching the local market . Accompanied with supplies disturbance regarding the fact that the government sells the local gas to these factories in low prices , then these factories exports it's share of this sustained natural gas abroad to preserve it's share in the international market.

3- The deteriorated state of the Egyptian mass media demonstrated in the incapability to get on with the world wide affairs .. the finest example that the first channel was broadcasting a show called (the best goals) while America was executing saddam!

4- An apathetic attitude towards the Egyptian people general health, represented in Agrioum factory in Domiat province which causes 10 different kinds of diseases . plus it contributes to the pollution of the Nile by using its water in its cooling system then it re drain it back into the Nile!!

5- The ambiguous attitude of the Egyptian foreign ministry affairs towards the caricatures offending our prophet Muhammad (PBUH) .. beside the late attempt to search Pope Shenoda in the british airport Heathrow

6- The upward pollution of the Great Nile because of the terrible amounts of garbage scattered along it's banks which represents 95% of the pure water resources in Egypt ..

7- The death of the Egyptian citizen Amal Ahmad due to a bitter fued struggling to buy bread!

8- A shortage in the general budget of the government estimated to be 88.1 billion LE .. the the possible solution according to the minister of finance is to sell the state's share of it's funds into the public sector companies

9- Loan's Interests in the general budget estimated to be 52.9 billion LE .. which have exhausted our budget to the extent that we're unable to fulfill our international debts

10- The myriad obstacles which face our scientific researches and the establishments of new companies .. Regarding the fact that in America a new company is established every 11 second.

11- People's abstaining to vote in any kind of primary .. the latest participated number in the late local primary didn't exceed 5% .. because people don't believe it would make any difference any more.

12- The death of two young men in the late Ma'ala's province affairs. They're 15 & 20 years old

13- There're 20 million people infected with Chronic viral hepatitis .. 12 million have diabetes .. 3.5 million are diagnosed as depressed

14- There're no active parties which can actually interact with the public and compete with the ruling party for the good of the Egyptian citizen .. The conflict in El wafd party … deterioration of Al ghad party .. while other stand still to watch what happens without lifting a finger

15- The amount of the foreign gushes are estimated to 10.4 billion Dollar which is so few when compared to the facilitations granted to the foreign investors!

16- The American sustaining to Egypt is a major mean of pressing the Egyptian government to submit to the American will .. no wonder America's suggestion of exporting the crisis of the Palestinians refuges to Sini

17- The average of the pollution which can be found in the atmosphere .. it's the highest level of pollution in the whole world

18- The sudden uprising cost of the agricultural fertilizers which might lead to escalate the cost of harvest ..regardless he fact how many Egyptians get cancer through these chemical prohibited fertilizers

19- The scandal of the corrupted blood bags which involved the council man Dr.Hani Serour
20- The upcoming Doctors strike on the 23th of April

21- Egypt is alleged to be enduring starvation .. why not and the latest battles in Kina province was due to buying bread

22- The intervene of foreign bodies in the internal affairs of Egypt .. 15 foundations of human rights have received 3 million LE to supervise the local elections.
23- The controversy regarding The law of the predial taxes
24- The emergence of bribes, managerial corruption and flexible Fatawa

25- The monopoly policy applied by Ahmad Ez who conquers the iron industry in Egypt,which resulted in the rising of the iron's ton from 150 LE to 6000 LE .Gold from 27 LE per single Gram to 150 LE

26- People's continuous attempts to employ their money which proves the failure of the government's policy in insurance field .. and the latest results is the swindler of Nasr city

27- The outbreak of crimes and robberies .. the state's authorities inability to confront such issues like fornication,murders and drugs addiction

28- The selling of famous banks like Alexandria and Cairo banks

29- "I swear to Allah that I'm a believer and testify that there's no god but Allah .. I testify that I swallowed this annihilator aerosol with my free will on 5th of March 2005 because I fed up with my life , there's nothing I can do .. take care of my daughter Aya and her mother" .. A suicide note written by an Egyptian citizen Muhammad fathi mahmoud 39 years old

30- The dangerous threatens that face the industry of sugar in Egypt due to the presidential decisions regarding this issue .. and the back draw of the plantation of the Egyptian cotton

31- The exportation of natural gas to both Israel and spain despite the continuous warnings concerning the fact that Egyptian gas won't be sufficient to supply the local market needs over the upcoming 20 decades at most

32- The multiple cost of Mazot … The Death building in Alexandria which collapsed causing 35 deaths

33- The government's inability to face the bird flu virus

34- The rising costs of the essential alimental items and the plight of the bread

35- The ship of death which went down the red sea bringing more than 1000 deaths

36- The rising prices of red meat which seems to be hard to reach for the Egyptian citizen,and if case he managed to buy it it come out to be a donkeys flesh

Master president,in your 4th of may birthday and mine 15th of April, I don't call for a peaceful strike or any thing else .. all what I ask for is a time to ponder, reconsider the current state of the Egyptian people .. And in the same time I'll take my time to re arrange my papers and collect my thoughts, in fear of mentioning something contradicting reality ..coz im not an angel nor a prophet .. im a human just like you .. we both are exposed to committing mistakes .. and im pretty sure that it’s a matter of misunderstood,since the kind of informations you get is generally projected on the annual expenditure on cell phones 186 million LE , and the national economy growth to 8% .. after all that I can't figure out a reasonable reason to neglect our reality and instead you care for El haddary's crisis .. come back to your people please, coz we really need you .. Thanks to patience Allah has granted to us .. 6th of April is the first step , and 4th of May is an invitation to think .. time has come to change your source of information .. coz I respect you, but I've had enough